The world will end in 2012

I woke up today and saw no one around me, no excitement for the new morning, no fear for the hard day coming ahead, I didn’t brush my teeth, I didn’t bow to the rising sun, I didn’t check my alarm clock, I just logged in on facebook. My mind suddenly logged out and went running into the memory lane through facebook time, orkut time, gmail time, yahoo mail time to new computer time to Oh! my God you have a computer time and realized what shallow life I have now, may be the world is really gonna end in 2012.
As I walked on this bridge I realized there was a time when I use to wake up to my mom’s call or my father’s roar, my day use to start with the fear of not doing the homework to the excitement of the only game period in the whole week. The excitement of meeting friends or glossy stares at my 2 year elder crush. Life was not meant to be taken seriously apart from the annual and half yearly exams or the hindi teacher banging your back like the door of his first unfulfilled love. The big future was never impossible and the dreams were gladly not practical, as I sadly wake up from my calculated dreams I think may be the world is gonna end in 2012.
I use to cherish the arrival of new guests, new sweets, new memories and new change. I didn’t use to bother how much money I had in my pocket, may be happiness was not that expensive earlier . I use to share my happiness or my crapyness from top to bottom with my parents, I use to like the change, the change of class, change of house, change of crushes, whatever change but still change was good. I don’t like change now, I am too lazy to shift, I don’t like new office or new crew, I don’t like my parents interfering in my stuff, I don’t like arrival of guests, It makes feel crowded as I am too busy in facebook world hardly crowded in my zillion number of close friends. As I think of it now I miss the earlier change, I miss having feelings, may be the world is gonna end in 2012.
Festivals were colorful, greetings were shared by hugging or distributing sweets not by sending messages a day before as they don’t cost anything or they will catch the so called sms jam of festive season. It was an ideal excuse to call your attractive friend but the threat was her father might pick up or her elder sibling, what you gonna say then, “I need science notes” or “ramesh hai”?, nahi oops sorry wrong number. It use to take huge planning and coordination to speak to your rival gender friend, she was not just a facebook request or a sms away. May be it wasn’t that easy earlier or may be its too easy now, may be the world will end in 2012.
I have started watching news channels, I wake up without alarm clocks, I take stress of my work, sometimes I even cook for myself, sometimes I don’t even fight with my mom because either I am too lazy or I just think that she wont understand. I keep a track of my back account and do you believe it, I have started writing blogs, may be the world is really gonna end in 2012.
Global warming, pollution, dirty politics, rising economy, empty pockets, natural calamities and much more impactful man-made calamities who knows what will end the world, but after losing the inner warmth, the feelings of innocence, the juice of friendship, and the highly over-rated weight to money, don’t you wish the world shall end in 2012. Who knows after killing the beautiful world we had, we might end up killing the rest of the world left around us, MAY BE THE WORLD WILL END IN 2012.